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Broken - Sezairi Sezali
Dropped off your keys last night,
The front door still unpainted.
You were polite like ice,
I, once could melt it.
You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down.
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken.
I heard your voice break, when you said,
"well I hope you're happy".
Nothin' to say, I'll stare, straight into my coffee.
Then the conversation changed,
How we talked around the blame,
And the pain of losing.
All of the good times lost,
When it all crashed down.
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.
Well I'm here if you need me,
I know you don't believe me.
well I'm so sorry,
For all the pain I've caused.
Ho-oohhhhh...
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.
Ho-oh...
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the title, really suits how i'm feeling now. definitely not good. i heard that people do read my blog. so please. it'll be great if you leave a tag behind ? if i know that this place is being visited, i'll update more often mah.
went to clarke quay just now for the yog human torch thingy. high-ed and everything. sang like it was my house like that. then went to eat. that was the fucked up part. wallet got taken by somebody. i hope that someone would take the monay inside, then give the wallet to the macdonalds staff. at least i'll have my primary school ezlink card, secondary school ezlink card nyp exlink card and IC back. ic's the damn important thing. hope he really returns them. Pray man..
love life is shattered, studies are crumbling, i wonder why. in both, i really feel that i've gave in alot lor. especially my love life. i gave my all. studies, i did study. but after finding out that one person failed poa from our class. i can't help but know that i'm the one. sad right. Jeremy and Jenting managed to get an A. congrats bros. thanks Ray for teaching all of us too. another thing i wanna say about my love life. please be alive once again will you ? whether it's an old flame. or a new one. as long as there's someone there to care for me and vice versa, i'll be delighted.
shall end here. said the things i wish to say le. i want to sleep and not feel guilty about losing all the things.. and remember those reading, please tag ? ):
i desperately need someone to talk to me now..
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  i've always felt that you were the one for me.. i was so certain.. in fact, even up till now, i still think you are.. but you're just your stubborn self.. not wanting to agree with me.. well.. do you ever ? i'm going to assume you've forgotten our past.. everything i've done for you.. everything you've done for me.. our memories.. our happy times.. the unchallenged love we used to share.. nothing could tear us apart.. but look at us now.. wtf.. it seems you're enjoying your life currently.. continue enjoying lor.. i can't possibly tell you that i need you.. cos that would spoil your mood.. so, carry on leaving me here like one helpless wanderer.. it doesn't matter to you in the first place i guess.. cos if you haven't forgotten those things i've mentioned, you'd be worried sick for me now.. well, at least one of us is happy.. but i really need you to get one thing right..
you're sure you want things this way ? take note, you may think i'll get on with life. but remember, in life, one can never ever make guesses.. you choose the path we go ahead with.. i'll follow you decision.. i have no choice also.. it's either utmost happiness, or long term emotional pain.. you make the call.. choose carefully please ? after a long and wise thought.. if i don't here from you, it means you've choses to carry on with what's happening now.. and for me, that option, is nothing less than total depression..
hais.. it didn't have to end like this.. it really didn't have to..
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Tell Her - Jesse McCartney
I know how it feels
To wake up without her
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about her
I can't believe her hold on me
It's somethin indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please
If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
Oh cos I know when she holds onto me
She's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, and tell her I love her, oh, yeah
Just tell her I love her
The way that she moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch her eye
I can hardly breathe
Still can't believe her hold on me
She's just so indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please, please, yeah
If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
Cos I know when she holds onto me
She's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, and tell her I love her
Every time that I'm around her
I just go to pieces crashing, tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found her
I know how it feels
If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
Cos I know when she holds onto me
She's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, just tell her I love her
If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
Cos I know when she holds onto me
She's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell her I love her, oh, yeah, just tell her I love her
thanks Valerie, the lyrics are perfect..
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 i'm tired..
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fck lar.. everything also dunno.. sian.. nothing is the same anymore.. i sms you every morning.. every night.. good morning, good night.. no use.. never get a reply from you at all.. win liao lor, seriously.. stop asking me to give up on you and let go.. you know i can't do it.. when will you see everything i've done for you.. when will you see my pain.. when uh.. so long already.. you think it's easy to go through all these uh.. how often do i post in the afternoon.. or morning.. never.. now , i really can't take it anymore.. my friends are all beside me.. so i'm typing in white now.. so they can't saee anything.. this is how fcking much i need to let out my feelings, and prevent the tears.. at least i won't burst in front of so many people.. why has it come down to this.. i thought we estill stood a chance.. but now.. hais.. it's so hard to be happy.. you keep getting so worked up so easily.. i don't know what i did wrong.. hais.. damn fcked up now.. everything i do seems wrong.. so many things i've done, i thought it was sweet.. but you never showed your appreciation.. i really think i', nothing in your eyes.. maybe, i'm not good enough for you.. maybe to you, i'm just a useless fck.. but it won't make a difference in my decision.. i'll still wait for you.. no matter what..
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 shattered heart..
hey people. hope got people reading this. if not, means, i'm a failure. ): lots of rushed emotions. leave that to the last part. but don't skip to last part hor ! must give me face and read everything also mah :/
first week of school. nothing much happened ba. got back results le. but business software applications only can get back next wednesday ><
Effective Communications - 37/50 -> B+
Principles of Marketing ?/100 -> B+
Principles of Accounting - 14/30 -> F
Macro Economics - 18/36 -> D
Business Statistics - 28/30 -> A+
congrats to all who got the results they're satisfacted with ! i don't like my effective comm results.. could've done better :x left one day to do POA tutorial. and drchia's things. hope can finish all at mac with jenting and ray ba. maybe asking the whole clique along. lol. study session maybe ? O.o played soccer yesterday with marcus jenting and ray. fun man. the rain made me play until so badly D: volley all wai wai one. sian. didn't expect jenting to play like that man. O.O thanks guys.
went to perry's house just now. soccer. with terrence and tianfu. usual people. quite fun ba. except the rain made it difficult. just like yesterday. and hor, no team to play with. very boring. :x after that. met Mum at amkhub. bought formal wear. for presentation. nearest one is on monday. so fast :O black pants. black shoes. black and white shirt. dunno if whole black will look weird or not :x my Mum say black shirt may be nice, cos her 'down with love' guy got wear before. then she say nice. O.o hope nice ba. can't wait to see everyone is formal attire. so cool O.O
Ignite no match. not even northland. legs itchy lar, faster match leh. been a damn long time since i last scored ): weijie. stop scoring. roy. header more. perry. use your toe like there's no tmr !!
thanks:
Marianne - for when you keep saying i should let go. and keep giving me advice.
Yuying - for accompanying me with your smses. i love to sms, so this means alot to me.
Salminah - for trying to stop my crying last night.
Eileen - for consoling me everytime i msn with you. xiexie.
Ray - for making me see that i;m not the only one.
Jenting - for your stupid remarks. only realising it's rude after you say them. example ? 'you think the whole world, only got her one girl ah ?! outside, SO MANY !!!!!' exactly. i remember things well. thanks bro.
hais.. so many things.. so many things happened and i didn't know anything.. i'm nothing to you now.. i know last time, a year ago, it was my fault for everything.. but now, what wrng have i done ? to me, i changed alot already.. you just haven't given me the chance to show it to you.. i can show you what a wonderful bf i can be.. only when you agree to give me that chance.. even asking for a movie with you is so hard for you to agree.. but nothing is as difficult, as searching for the lost pieces of my heart.. everything is shattered.. some pieces are in Ignite.. many are in chung cheng and the clique.. but most of the pieces, are with you.. and i know i'll never be able to get them back.. therefore, my heart, will never be a whole again.. i miss you alot.. more than i've ever missed anyone.. it's soon to be 4months since you hardcore avoided me, forcing a breakup.. you will never know how hurt i was at that time.. that was really fcking painful.. i can't go through another thing like that.. please don't make me.. i'm not going to type so much.. cos i don't even know.. if typing this even makes a difference.. i don't even know if you'll read all these.. every night i cry to sleep, you know, but you don't care.. why.. am i really that invisible to you.. everything i've done for you, all transparent.. i'm sorry if my worods are offending to you.. i don't mean it that way.. why would i, when i love you so much.. me without you.. is like a nerd without braces.. a shoe without laces.. everything is not right.. all out of place.. you know.. noone has ever given me such sadness.. ever.. nobody, but you.. but on the other hand, nobody can give me such happiness either.. being with you is divine.. can't explain luh.. just, freaking happy to be by your side.. every smile you give, takes my breath away.. your laughter.. sends me laughing in my heart too.. thinking, how lucky i am to have you.. but that's not the case now.. now, it's how unfortunate how i have lost you.. please baby.. i need you.. more than anything in the world.. i really really need you back into my arms.. i love you.. and i'll continue to do so.. forever and always..
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