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this blog shall be abit dead ? :/ the other blog shall be for me to emo, but also post my happiest moments. i think i'm so gonna neglect this one. www.ifeel-loved.blogspot.com, please don't be angry..

anything that happens in my life, shall be at the new blog. if a HUGE thing happens, any huge and SIGNIFICANT thing that happens, which i HOPE will happen, SOON, i shall go and create another one. (:

cheers everybody. whenever you're upset or emo, think of your family. think of your friends. think of the one(s) you love. everything will be better. (L)

iloveyou !

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nobody understands.

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POST NUMBER 100 !

cheer up ! smile ! i'm always here. ALWAYS. (L)

i love you ! :D

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quit everything ? i'm staying because of you.

sorry. i broke our promise.

everything is coming to me. at once.

too much for me to handle.

i don't want to trouble brothers and sisters.

they have their projects and ICAs too.

i miss having that one person to turn to.

just her hand, could make a year of pain fade away.

just her hand, and i'd get the strength to push on.

now, i have no one person i can turn to. for now.

guess it has started.

the point where i choose to be alone.

not bother any sister or brother.

no gf to turn to.

so, keep things to myself.

suffer alone.

what for waste everyone's time and effort on consoling me.

since i'm such an emo fucker.

always emo, for nothing ?

maybe to you all is nothing.

but to me, it may be everything.

really too many things.

i can't take it any longer.

studies.

friends.

cca.

brothers and sisters.

you.

which will i choose, which will i leave behind. sigh. fuck everything. fuck myself. fuck my life.

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to all those who actually cared and bothered. thanks. you know who you are.

from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

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once i reach home. it's gonna be me. living room. tissues. alot of tissues. and my handphone. nothing else. fuck my life.

i really feel like killing myself. i don't want to go through all these crap, feel all these shit. fml.

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11/1/11..

I Love You

sorry if i say this to you too much

but i really do

more than anything in this world

meeting you

is causing me not to sleep

not to eat

not to care about myself

only when you force me

no choice luh

i can't help but listen to you

without you

i guess i'll be neglecting my health everyday

i understand why people sometimes feel like killing themselves

simply because

they don't want to feel all these anymore

that's what i'm feeling now

but i won't go and kill myself

cos if i do that

i won't be able to see you anymore

you know, whenever i'm dulan

angry, upset

i just look at your smile

everything seems better

that's when i'm pissed or disappointed for whatever reason

but when i'm sad, your smile doesn't work anymore

maybe because, it's because I Love You

but you don't return it

so, sometimes things just gets worse

argh

i can only blame myself for thinking so much

and falling for you

cheer up everybody else

don't be an emo fucker like me

it's tiring, and it hurts

the worse part is

it gets heavier and increasingly unbearable as each day passes

stop, while you still can

i tried, and i can't

so, jiayou all

i'll be

I love you. very much.

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I Love You.

there isn't a day that goes by I don't, at some point, think of you.

you're always on my mind. no matter how hard i try, i can't take you out.

the more you say no. the longer i wait.

my heart shatters more everytime.

i wonder how long more i can take this.

i'm sure i'll break soon. very soon.

and when i do, who will be there for me ?

maybe quite a number of friends and family.

but it won't help. because when i finally break.

i will choose to be alone.

loneliness will be my new best friend.

'Iman you ok mah ?'

will be replied with silence. a cold cold silence.

maybe i should leave what i enjoy most in my poly life.

that's where i met you.

if i leave, maybe the feelings will leave too. eventually.

nah. i'm sure they won't leave. not till i venture into NS and turn gay.

but, how can i stay, when i'm in this state ?

i'm not the Iman in year 1.

neither am i the Iman in sec3 or sec4.

not laughing and being as cheerful as i was during those times.

cos i realised in poly, everything just comes and comes and comes.

all at once.

and then comes our rest time.

long holidays.

but before that, it's always the storm.

the hurricane.

the tornado.

the earthquake.

all coming at once.

now, i'm getting everything.

that's what i feel.

when will everything stop.

when will i get the time to do what i want.

when will my leisure life come back.

doing what i love and being with those i love.

studies. events. soccer. famiree. you.

those five are currently my passion now.

my life seems like,

problems, events, problems, famiree, problems, you, problems, problems, problems.

everywhere seems to have problems.

i don't even have time for soccer, and even my studies.

i'm just 2.55.

i have to study.

my ICAs and projects are all coming at once too.

i can juggle balls and bottles.

but not this.

sigh.

really gonna break soon.

i hope i don't.

cos once it happens, the only solution would be you.

i don't want that to happen.

i don't want to put pressure on you.

hais, i don't want to continue this note.

i need a hug real bad.

famiree, I Love You. (L)

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one of the best days of my life.

wtf is wrong with you ? is this yours, or also mine ? so many shit other people do for you, then now you taking all the credit ? i know i did less than you. much much lesser. but now you're giving the impression that i'm doing nothing, and it's because i don't want to do anything. you don't tell me anything. how the fuck do i know that there's something for me to do ? nb. i can't care less about you anymore. you and your precious stuff. all the best for your studies man.

i want to study. i seldom have mood to study. was going to start. then must go do other things. great. AFA ica next week. how the shit am i going to pass accounting when i fucking suck at it and i cannot study. i'm just a fucking guy with a GPA of 2.5. i need to study. i really fucking need to study. is this more important than my studies ?

i doubted you. i'm sorry.

you. i don't want to tell you straight. going to type it all here. you'll read, and not mention it to me. just like my words. say to you, nothing changes. so might as well i just say it. everytime saying no. just like monopoly deal. you know everytime you say no, my hearts shatters ? it doesn't just break. break is too weak a word. in case you didn't know. i'm back to crying to sleep every night in the living room. my lips are damn dry and cracked, bleeding too. why ? cos i'm losing more water than i take in. losing because of tears. not taking in enough, because i have no mood to eat or drink. not when i'm with my friends. with everyone, i have to put up a strong front. no choice. you don't reply me. you =.= me. all these small things make me think alot. sorry my fault. everything is my fault. maybe i shouldn't be here anymore.

the longer the wait. the stronger the pain. fuck my life.

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what's more important ?

aiya, heck care liao lar.

also not me.

you mah.

your decision, your choice, your life.

it's like fucking cold now.

you know why.

cos i'm losing water.

lots of water.

when will you see ?

when will you realise ?

please do so soon.

i'm going to lose it soon.

and when i do, i will choose to be alone.

ily.